Gonna post a short post yea. (: Woke up around 10a.m, kinda bored so decided to change blog skin. It has been very long since i last change my blog skin. Found this blog skin, find it quite nice so change this. Later out with my sister for lunch, hahas. But unfortunately, is raining, but it's okay. Hahas. These few days went for hockey, if not stay at home play mahjiong. Hahas. Well, i'm gonna stop here then. Goodbye.

No one will like me
because i'm nothing good plus i'm ugly.

It has been a long time since i last post. And now there is a crazy girl sitting beside me, singing songs and going insane. Well, i'm going crazy about my results. It's suck to the core can? My results are horrible, i can't believe i can promote uh. I'm supposed to be retain in secondary two but i just don't understand why can i promote. I don't need any help from you, teachers. You all can help me now, but you all can't help me forever. And now i starting to be a good girl already. I have already quitted my habit for one week 1 day and putting 101% in my hockey from that day i started quitted my habit onwards. Gonna train very hard in my hockey. Tournaments are starting around February next year. My studies are totally jialat but i still have my hockey with me. (: Now i only left with hockey. I so lonely, can't have a good boyfriend beside me. ): Well, i will stop here then, don't know what to post already. Byebye.

Ps for not posting ytd, wanted to post but brother came back so can't use computer. Now gonna post one short post yea. Just now went hougang mall print photos and buy my chicken wing. (: Is delicious okay. Hahas. Now nothing to do, don't know what to do. Today is the 19th day. Not gonna tell anyone what does that 19 means. Hahas.

Saya Rindu Kamu

Today was late for school, den Neo and Zulkifi come out. Idiot siol, need to buy socks den can go back class. Wtf uh. Went to class nobody in class, went to dnt room. Start my work but angry uh. Redo those i have done before. After that is Zulkifi;s lesson. Went back to class. Tomorrow is History and English paper one. History sure fail uh. Hate that subject and Geography the most. Really hard uh. Took out the poohbear out and thinking of you. I want to forget but it's really hard. You hurted me really deep. Ya, there's a word on my leg. No one knows. Saya rindu kamu. Cried in class while listening to the song we sang at the kbox that time. I just want to know do you truly like me? I can feel the love when i'm with you but i don't know is it true anot. I just want to know, is that really difficult to say out?

I'm missing you.

Today went to school as per normal. Brought the birthday present gave me last year. Missing you real much. Listening to songs in class thinking about the past. It's really sad. How i wish i have a time machine so that i can reverse the time. But i know is impossible. I used to be the one who most understand you but seems no longer. Guess you hate me alot now? Don't know what's your mind thinking about, i just want to know. Everyday i do write my things in my phone which saved in my draft. Everyday do have your name. Ya, i'm stupid for keep holding on and not move on. Not i don't wanna let go, is i can't. It's hard. Without you is like without my life. Ya, perhaps you people think i'm foolish and silly but what can i do? In relationship, i'm a stupid, foolish and silly person. I'm a loser in relationship, a big loser. Kinda dying now. Gonna lost a friend, a bestfrd after 12a.m. Feel like everyone is leaving me. I'm lost in this world. Ya, maybe i shouldn't be living in this world. I'm useless and nothing.